I’m in trouble now. Trouble with my feelings. And, for my USA readings, I’ll try to explain and use my poor english. But I’ll improve it. It’s time to study more.
Well, maybe, it’s normal to be in the middle of a hurricane. A hurricane that has a lot of ilusions and desires. All the moments we have desires and ilusions. Sometimes, I can understand all of them. But, in general, I can’t… But it’s a daily challenge… Isn´t it?
I’ll cut my hair again on Saturday. I’m thinking it will be a different experience than the first one, a month ago. I’m planning to become more and more strong to deal with all of me, my personal issues, desires and emotions. But I discovered that I can live without a ‘lover’. All of my recente life, I spent with some persons, some relationships. And I don’t know if it was so good for me. Well! Sure… I’ve learned what to do and what not to do. I’ve learned about the intensity of feelings and I’ve lost a little bit of my romantic sense.
But I’ve discovered an interesting thing: that I’m more important than I knew. And, because of this, and lots of other things, I need to invest time and energy for myself. I’m trying to be happier than yesterday. And happier with I have. Life!